Yesterday, for me was like The Big Bang, my whole world collided into a fuck off explosion and unveiled so much unacknowledged trauma and events. For a few weeks now my nana has walked with me, soaring through my veins and thoughts. I have been diagnosed with severe bereavement issues especially concerning her. And for the first time in 12 years, it’s starting to hit home harder each day. I have limited support systems due to not having a psychiatrist or CPN anymore because I disengaged from sheer exasperation and the pain.